IM BAaaaaaaCk! gosh! it's been ages since the last time i shared my dailies. and this is my first entry for this year, december pa last post ko,haha!

for the first two months of this year, sobrang naging busy kasi ako saka tensionado.

busy, kasi our teachers dont want us to spend our few more days left hanging around and relaxing for our finals so they gave us too many things to work on and get busy with. *lapit na kame grumaduateheheh*

tensionado naman, kasi right after new year hindi na nawala kaba ko kasi january and february nakasched na lalabas mga results ng entrance exams na kinuha ko. =S and if none of the four schools na kinuhanan ko ng exams ang pinasahan ko, nakooo! dko alam kung saan ako pupulutin.

so for the first week of january dlsucet results were released. and in my surprise, i passed! thank God!

and on the third week i think? acet results naman. with no exaggeration i dropped my phone on the floor when i read the message from ate mon congratulating me for passing! hindi ko na kasi inasahan 'yun kasi sobrang nahirapan ako dun sa exam kaya ganun na lang yung reaction ko. God is soo good talaga! Nothing's impossible talaga kay God.

tas january 28, ustet results naman. i didn't pass nursing. wahuhu!nakakapanghinayang lang kasi gusto ko talaga dun. but that's ok i know God has a better plan for me and sabi nga nung dad ng classmate ko hindi dapat iiyak o ikalungkot ang plano ni God sayo at saka napakaraming blessings na dapat kong ipagpasalamat at ikasaya tulad na lang ng pagpasa ko dun sa naunang dalawa, napakalaking gift na yun ni God sa akin. eh eto isa lang munting kabiguan na wala pa sa kalingkingan ng napakalaki at napakaraming biyaya sakin ni God ang makakaapekto sakin? hindi noh! =)

february, eto na ang hinihintay ng lahat ang upcat results. though hindi nako umaasa na papasa ako kasi sobrang nahirapan ako dito halos hindi na ako makatulog nang pumasok na ang ikalawang linggo. kasi nakasched na 2ndwk of feb daw ang release ng results. pero natapos ang linggo walang lumabas na resulta, may balita na feb17 daw ipopost sa uplb pero hindi rin natuloy. tas feb20 daw,wala pa rin. hanggang medyo humupa na ang tensiong nararamdaman ko.

ang tumatak na lang sa isip ko, napakalaking bonus na sakin ni God kung makakapasa pa ako sa UP kasi meron na akong pinasahan kaya kahit mahirap at masakit tatanggapin ko ng buong puso kung anuman ang magiging resulta.

feb28, 923am. nagtxt sakin si deno, a friend studyin at upd, he's askin for my surname, may result na daw kasi! biglang kumabog ang puso ko! nanginginig kong tinype ang "Cabuhat" at sinend sa kanya. hindi ko maintindihan kung anong mararamdaman ko hindi ko malaman kung tatayo ako uupo o uupo ako o tatayo. at ayan na dumating na ang txt nia. pikit mata kong inopen ang message nia. pagmulat ko na aking mga mata napaiyak ako. the message says "u passed pub ad dil".

i really didn't expect na makakapasa pa ako. kasi i never imagined papasa pa ako sa up kasi pakiramdam ko talaga hindi. and i don't care if they'll say na nagover react ako nun, eh sa sobrang masaya ako saka d pa ako maxado makapaniwala, wala akong magagawa and besides hindi lang naman ako ang napaiyak eh. and then hours later my cousin from upm sent me a message confirming that i really passed.

God is really good. God is great. He gave me more than i prayed for. more than i wished for. Thank You po talaga!

haaaay... maxado na mahaba napagod ako ah. bukas na lang ulit. may pasok pa bukas. tulog na ako. zzzzZZzzZZz o_0

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